[ Is he still tired? He is, to be honest; he's also a lot of other things, though it's as Fabian says: he isn't sure that sleeping will really fix anything.
But Gorgug's more focused on what Fabian says before that. I'll stay here with you, tapping the bed and making it clear what he means. Gorgug's managed to hushed down his tears enough to bring them to small hiccups, and maybe it was Fabian himself who chased off the tears with that decision. Because Gorgug's staring at him wide-eyed, except for the times that a sniffle makes him blink.
He looks away from the other, not wanting to answer him. In truth: he's scared. If Fabian isn't afraid, then Gorgug is enough for the both of them, staring at the covers while being torn between his desire not to push Fabian away, and yet-- ]
...
...what if I hurt you?
[ His voice is small. He doesn't look at Fabian. And the possibility of it, the idea that he might lose control of himself and put his hands on Fabian in some way is--
Gorgug knows what it's like, to fight against himself and lose. What if he isn't better? What if this is just a fluke? ]
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But Gorgug's more focused on what Fabian says before that. I'll stay here with you, tapping the bed and making it clear what he means. Gorgug's managed to hushed down his tears enough to bring them to small hiccups, and maybe it was Fabian himself who chased off the tears with that decision. Because Gorgug's staring at him wide-eyed, except for the times that a sniffle makes him blink.
He looks away from the other, not wanting to answer him. In truth: he's scared. If Fabian isn't afraid, then Gorgug is enough for the both of them, staring at the covers while being torn between his desire not to push Fabian away, and yet-- ]
...
...what if I hurt you?
[ His voice is small. He doesn't look at Fabian. And the possibility of it, the idea that he might lose control of himself and put his hands on Fabian in some way is--
Gorgug knows what it's like, to fight against himself and lose. What if he isn't better? What if this is just a fluke? ]