[ This is absolutely NOT helping. Fabian feels like he's dying. It feels like he can't say it, like he might choke on the words if he tries to force them out, but there's no other option, apparently. Gorgug is never going to pick up on what he's putting down unless he actually says it.
Even though dragging the words out of himself feels like torture. Fabian makes sure to still not look at Gorgug, because he's pretty sure he will instinctively shut up the moment he does.
If there's anything Fabian isn't good at, it's admitting it when he's wrong.. ]
Of-- Of course.. I feel bad. [ He says, slowly.
But he is saying it! Just with way more effort necessary than any normal person would need. ]
If I had realized it sooner, then maybe we could've been like this sooner too. Just imagine how much different things could have been this entire time.
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Even though dragging the words out of himself feels like torture. Fabian makes sure to still not look at Gorgug, because he's pretty sure he will instinctively shut up the moment he does.
If there's anything Fabian isn't good at, it's admitting it when he's wrong.. ]
Of-- Of course.. I feel bad. [ He says, slowly.
But he is saying it! Just with way more effort necessary than any normal person would need. ]
If I had realized it sooner, then maybe we could've been like this sooner too. Just imagine how much different things could have been this entire time.