[ Gorgug lets himself forget about reality for a while; Fabian's thigh close to his head, but his eyes are closed, his breathing coming down from the same high that his orgasm took him to. But even with his blissful ignorance, Gorgug is aware of the touch of fingers through his hair, and then the sound of lips pressed to his scalp, or as close as they can reach.
As Fabian leans back, Gorgug opens up his eye to follow after him, and then another as he finally moves himself off from his resting position, picking himself back up, still resting on his knees. He glances once at himself and his state of undress, but he isn't too shy about it, when the other guy with you is just as naked. ]
...You're welcome? [ Gorgug touches at his cheek, rubbing off where he feels pieces of hair clinging there, or that might be his imagination. He doesn't know how to respond any better, and he's trying to figure out where he is himself, mentally; looking at Fabian (both his face and his body), and then off to the side. Oh, there's his shirt over there.
His first decision: to get up off the floor. There is a terrible smear of gunk now on said floor, but Gorgug's just going to ignore that as he uses the sofa to hoist himself, turning around and sitting, and then--tucking himself inside his briefs. ]
So... [ So... ] Was that because you liked this place a lot, or, you've... wanted to have sex for a while?
[ Because that sure happened, is how Gorgug's mind is reflecting back on events. There's a lot more it's picking up than just that, like how Gorgug himself acted, but-- he can give himself a break right now. His body is allowing him that, skin still hot off from the activity, that he doesn't even immediately think about putting his shirt back on. ]
It's mostly because of the question, but his state of undress really isn't helping with that one. It's not even like he's ashamed of his body - quite the opposite! - but it's only natural to feel vulnerable when you're the one in a room that's totally naked, while the other person standing there and talking with you is at least partially covered up.
He closes his legs for what feels like the first time in a long while, considering how much he had been manspreading to give Gorgug better access to him.
It doesn't do much to make him feel more confident. Probably because of the question he yet has to answer. ]
I.. Uh. [ Is he blushing? Gods, he feels like he's blushing.
How embarrassing. ]
... I was grateful to you.
[ There's more to it than that, but like hell Fabian is going to get into that while his mind still feels a little bit blurry and he's sitting on a couch completely naked, alright.
He grabs his underwear from where it was discarded onto the floor, though his legs still feels shaky enough that he has to sit down again to put it on, rather than balance on those shaky legs. ]
All of this, it's-- [ ...
At least his underwear is on now. He's grabbing his pants next. ]
Oh. [ He thought about him. Gorgug did, and that answer--is fine, Gorgug thinks. He's giving the other some privacy by not watching him get dressed as far as he is; glancing one extra time, just to see and look at Fabian, but understanding that he might want more going on when he's in a random karaoke booth with somebody already still mostly dressed.
And he's fine, looking at a random part of the ceiling directly ahead of him. There's either something to be processed here, or a post-coitus state to enjoy here. And in terms of processing, Gorgug feels pretty okay about what just happened here.
Actually: ]
I would be okay if we did that more. If you wanted to. Somewhere less cramped...
[ That's his one stipulation. And he can withdraw it if they're desperate, like in this situation.
Would that be okay? There's something to the thought of having sex with Fabian more. A thought he's had in the past, sure, but: now it's been done. And he thinks there's more he could say, or think about, but--
The thing with Fabian, is that if you give that guy room to speak, he'll use it. And Gorgug isn't as fast with his thoughts to get in there again in time--! ]
[ Yes. Indeed, Fabian has to get in here real quick.
Because the thought of Gorgug just casually mentioning they could do this more is.. a lot? A lot, actually. Fabian purposefully turned off his thoughts ever since the moment he decides to kiss Gorgug over what Fabian had found upon entering the party, but now his thoughts are back on, and it's trouble. It's a lot of trouble.
He's thinking about previous thoughts he's had about Gorgug, and everything that passed between them the other month, and what only just now happened between them, and the way Gorgug is saying all this, and it's-- It's a lot?! His brain is running overtime. His face feels so hot.
Fabian quickly tugs on his pants before frantically looking around to see where Gorgug discarded his shirt while they were at it. ]
I-- That's-- Uh, that's okay!
[ Is it? Is it okay? Fabian knows he wants to, but.. wouldn't it be weird?!
Gorgug, this is way too much for a guy to have to think about after he literally just had his mind blown. And a little bit more than just his mind, in fact!
Thankfully he's found his shirt now, so he's quickly tugging that back on over his head. ]
But can we-- Can we talk about this later? I mean.. uh. After the party?
[ Bro? Please?
Do you see how frantic your bro is looking over here. And how flustered. His face is so red right now. He doesn't know how to deal! ]
[ Oh. See, Gorgug was fine taking a minute or so before they thought about getting dressed and thinking about leaving the booth, but everything about Fabian's body language is telling him: he wants to not be in here. To get a move on.
He wonders if he's embarrassed, but the thought doesn't go any further than being fleeting. Fabian's got his shirt back on before Gorgug gets this far, and now he's more aware of his undressed state while Fabian is fixing up his. ]
Oh-- yeah, sure. Okay.
[ Okay. Gorgug gets up, walking past Fabian with a 'sorry, my shirt' as he goes to collect the garment off the ground. He puts it back on as soon as he's got it, and finds his jacket not too far from the same place.
He sneaks glances Fabian's way, but he's unsure of what to say, or if talking is what Fabian wants. Do you regret it? another thought in his mind, but-- he works not to ask that one. ]
Do you want to leave separately? ...I can leave last, if you want.
[ If that's what Fabian wants to do. That's a thing people do when they hook up but don't want it to mean anything, right? ]
[ Gorgug, all these questions are far too complicated right now! Fabian couldn't possibly think about all of this right after having his dick blown!
But what he does notice is the way the other keeps glancing at him. The way there's something kind of awkward about Gorgug. Fabian can't be sure what exactly is going on in the other's mind, but he doesn't want to leave behind the impression that Fabian disliked this, or that there's anything more than Fabian just needing a few minutes - or hours, given that the party is going to last a while - to try and process this. To calm down his heart enough to explain all of this to Gorgug properly.
So when Fabian moves over to the door, as if to leave, he instead stops in front of Gorgug. ]
Don't be silly. [ With whatever silly thoughts are going on in your head! Let them go!! Don't be silly, bro!!
Fabian places his hands on Gorgug's cheeks to give him another quick peck on the lips before letting go of the other's face again. Hopefully that will at least get the message across that Fabian very much wants this, it's just not the right place to have a full talk so soon. ]
Just act natural.
[ ...
That isn't really an answer though as to whether Fabian wants to leave separately, huh--
And it seems like he isn't going to give that answer whatsoever, since he's already walking out of the room, leaving the karaoke booth behind as he's heading back in the direction of the party. ]
[ Bro? Bro?? Are you telling Gorgug not to be a silly boy?
Gorgug would've been fine with how this went--sure, he might've wondered if Fabian's mind was going into regret mode, but also, he wouldn't have let that take over. He would've talked about it with Fabian anyway, since it's good to talk about these things, right? Figure out where you stand (after sucking your best friend's dick).
But then Fabian takes his face in his hands and kisses him. A soft kiss, nothing passionate, and yet--it's comforting. It washes away those silly thoughts that Fabian wanted to be gone, and now Gorgug's in dog mode, something lighting up in his...still awkward Gorgug expression. But, don't be silly? You don't want him to be silly, Fabian?
Gorgug's on the job, dismissing them completely. Giving Fabian one last dumb nod behind he leaves, and then... Gorgug stands there. He thinks he needs a minute or two, actually, before he leaves and goes back out to join a party....
....where he probably shouldn't act like he just sucked a guy off in the karaoke booth.
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As Fabian leans back, Gorgug opens up his eye to follow after him, and then another as he finally moves himself off from his resting position, picking himself back up, still resting on his knees. He glances once at himself and his state of undress, but he isn't too shy about it, when the other guy with you is just as naked. ]
...You're welcome? [ Gorgug touches at his cheek, rubbing off where he feels pieces of hair clinging there, or that might be his imagination. He doesn't know how to respond any better, and he's trying to figure out where he is himself, mentally; looking at Fabian (both his face and his body), and then off to the side. Oh, there's his shirt over there.
His first decision: to get up off the floor. There is a terrible smear of gunk now on said floor, but Gorgug's just going to ignore that as he uses the sofa to hoist himself, turning around and sitting, and then--tucking himself inside his briefs. ]
So... [ So... ] Was that because you liked this place a lot, or, you've... wanted to have sex for a while?
[ Because that sure happened, is how Gorgug's mind is reflecting back on events. There's a lot more it's picking up than just that, like how Gorgug himself acted, but-- he can give himself a break right now. His body is allowing him that, skin still hot off from the activity, that he doesn't even immediately think about putting his shirt back on. ]
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It's mostly because of the question, but his state of undress really isn't helping with that one. It's not even like he's ashamed of his body - quite the opposite! - but it's only natural to feel vulnerable when you're the one in a room that's totally naked, while the other person standing there and talking with you is at least partially covered up.
He closes his legs for what feels like the first time in a long while, considering how much he had been manspreading to give Gorgug better access to him.
It doesn't do much to make him feel more confident. Probably because of the question he yet has to answer. ]
I.. Uh. [ Is he blushing? Gods, he feels like he's blushing.
How embarrassing. ]
... I was grateful to you.
[ There's more to it than that, but like hell Fabian is going to get into that while his mind still feels a little bit blurry and he's sitting on a couch completely naked, alright.
He grabs his underwear from where it was discarded onto the floor, though his legs still feels shaky enough that he has to sit down again to put it on, rather than balance on those shaky legs. ]
All of this, it's-- [ ...
At least his underwear is on now. He's grabbing his pants next. ]
You thought about me.
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And he's fine, looking at a random part of the ceiling directly ahead of him. There's either something to be processed here, or a post-coitus state to enjoy here. And in terms of processing, Gorgug feels pretty okay about what just happened here.
Actually: ]
I would be okay if we did that more. If you wanted to. Somewhere less cramped...
[ That's his one stipulation. And he can withdraw it if they're desperate, like in this situation.
Would that be okay? There's something to the thought of having sex with Fabian more. A thought he's had in the past, sure, but: now it's been done. And he thinks there's more he could say, or think about, but--
The thing with Fabian, is that if you give that guy room to speak, he'll use it. And Gorgug isn't as fast with his thoughts to get in there again in time--! ]
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Because the thought of Gorgug just casually mentioning they could do this more is.. a lot? A lot, actually. Fabian purposefully turned off his thoughts ever since the moment he decides to kiss Gorgug over what Fabian had found upon entering the party, but now his thoughts are back on, and it's trouble. It's a lot of trouble.
He's thinking about previous thoughts he's had about Gorgug, and everything that passed between them the other month, and what only just now happened between them, and the way Gorgug is saying all this, and it's-- It's a lot?! His brain is running overtime. His face feels so hot.
Fabian quickly tugs on his pants before frantically looking around to see where Gorgug discarded his shirt while they were at it. ]
I-- That's-- Uh, that's okay!
[ Is it? Is it okay? Fabian knows he wants to, but.. wouldn't it be weird?!
Gorgug, this is way too much for a guy to have to think about after he literally just had his mind blown. And a little bit more than just his mind, in fact!
Thankfully he's found his shirt now, so he's quickly tugging that back on over his head. ]
But can we-- Can we talk about this later? I mean.. uh. After the party?
[ Bro? Please?
Do you see how frantic your bro is looking over here. And how flustered. His face is so red right now. He doesn't know how to deal! ]
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He wonders if he's embarrassed, but the thought doesn't go any further than being fleeting. Fabian's got his shirt back on before Gorgug gets this far, and now he's more aware of his undressed state while Fabian is fixing up his. ]
Oh-- yeah, sure. Okay.
[ Okay. Gorgug gets up, walking past Fabian with a 'sorry, my shirt' as he goes to collect the garment off the ground. He puts it back on as soon as he's got it, and finds his jacket not too far from the same place.
He sneaks glances Fabian's way, but he's unsure of what to say, or if talking is what Fabian wants. Do you regret it? another thought in his mind, but-- he works not to ask that one. ]
Do you want to leave separately? ...I can leave last, if you want.
[ If that's what Fabian wants to do. That's a thing people do when they hook up but don't want it to mean anything, right? ]
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But what he does notice is the way the other keeps glancing at him. The way there's something kind of awkward about Gorgug. Fabian can't be sure what exactly is going on in the other's mind, but he doesn't want to leave behind the impression that Fabian disliked this, or that there's anything more than Fabian just needing a few minutes - or hours, given that the party is going to last a while - to try and process this. To calm down his heart enough to explain all of this to Gorgug properly.
So when Fabian moves over to the door, as if to leave, he instead stops in front of Gorgug. ]
Don't be silly. [ With whatever silly thoughts are going on in your head! Let them go!! Don't be silly, bro!!
Fabian places his hands on Gorgug's cheeks to give him another quick peck on the lips before letting go of the other's face again. Hopefully that will at least get the message across that Fabian very much wants this, it's just not the right place to have a full talk so soon. ]
Just act natural.
[ ...
That isn't really an answer though as to whether Fabian wants to leave separately, huh--
And it seems like he isn't going to give that answer whatsoever, since he's already walking out of the room, leaving the karaoke booth behind as he's heading back in the direction of the party. ]
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Gorgug would've been fine with how this went--sure, he might've wondered if Fabian's mind was going into regret mode, but also, he wouldn't have let that take over. He would've talked about it with Fabian anyway, since it's good to talk about these things, right? Figure out where you stand (after sucking your best friend's dick).
But then Fabian takes his face in his hands and kisses him. A soft kiss, nothing passionate, and yet--it's comforting. It washes away those silly thoughts that Fabian wanted to be gone, and now Gorgug's in dog mode, something lighting up in his...still awkward Gorgug expression. But, don't be silly? You don't want him to be silly, Fabian?
Gorgug's on the job, dismissing them completely. Giving Fabian one last dumb nod behind he leaves, and then... Gorgug stands there. He thinks he needs a minute or two, actually, before he leaves and goes back out to join a party....
....where he probably shouldn't act like he just sucked a guy off in the karaoke booth.
(oh god he's gotta talk to rosie about this--) ]